23 April 2005
I've probably mentioned this before, but one of the things that I love about dancing is I am not very good at it. Sure I can do a few things pretty well now after ten months of it, but in general, it is very hard for me to learn, and therefore, it can be a fairly humbling experience. At the Balboa class today, I think Coley was surprised today to see me frustrated and apologetic. Although I like to talk to her when I am frustrated or angry, I believe I usually am much more confident than I was today... I feel like the kid who just can't learn how to tie his shoes. I know I'll get it eventually, but at the moment, I just want to scream at my own feet & body not doing what I want to do.
posted without proofreading @ 15:54